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I stopped blogging for awhile. After the horrible news that we were losing our little baby we received even more heartbreaking news. Our little August had a twin. Our second ultrasound showed that August had already been born but his/her twin was still in my uterus and gave us a small glimmer of hope.

Our hope was short lived. Our next ultrasound showed that August's twin, whom my husband named Paxton, had detached from my uterus and was sitting my cervix. He/she was leaving my body and it was so surreal to be able to see that Pax was making his/her way out of my body right there on the screen. In mid-September Paxton Beau left my body. It is a really awful feeling knowing that you can go from pregnant to empty inside within days.

I find some peace knowing that I have two more little angels watching over us. Praying that they are picking out the perfect child to send to us. We are hopeful that one day our prayers will be answered and we will have another child. I am on the path to considering adoption if my body is completely unable to have another child. We will see what the good Lord has is store for us.